reid's blog

Current mood :: hmm
Current taste :: soda and cigarettes
Current hair :: too short
Current clothes :: black long sleeve black skirt over dark blue jeans
Current annoyance :: noise from the t.v.
Current smell :: nothing
Current thing I ought to be doing :: home work, oh, i smell subway, that's my smell
Current desktop picture:: The gate way symbol, leave my dad to not letting anyone change anything
Current favorite band :: don't make me make that decision, it would be between the smiths 10000 maniacs the cranberries and lacuna coil
Current book :: the daughters of the moon series, i'm only up to four
Current cd in stereo :: 10000 maniacs
Current crush :: noone
Current hate :: everything and everyone
DO I
Smoke? :: unfortunately
Do drugs? :: nah
Drink? :: isn't drinking a drug? well, N/A
Have a dream that keeps coming back? :: often, but i can never remember it..and the more i think about it the more i forget it..
Read the newspaper? :: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: no. i'm a homophobe............wow, i was so jking! duh!
Believe in miracles? :: sometimes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? faithful by action yes. but you can't control your thoughts, Lol
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: too often
Consider love a mistake? :: perhaps a mistake but never a regret, that's my theory for just about every situation in life
Like the taste of alcohol? :: some yes, some no..i don't usually like fruity, sugary, or syrupy..and i will never like beer.
Have a favorite candy? :: not really..chocolate i suppose..or gum, i love gum..
Believe in astrology? :: sometimes
Believe in magic? :: sometimes
Believe in God? :: sometimes
Have any pets? :: 4 cats and one temporary cat that belongs to meagan
Go to or plan to go to college? :: definately plan to
Have any piercings? :: nope. but i'm getting a nose ring first and fore most, then i'll pierce my ears.
Hate yourself :: most times
Have an obsession? :: i guess not if i really have to think that hard about it
Have a secret crush? :: nope
Do they know yet? :: uuh, Lol
Care about looks? :: nope you dope.
LOVE LIFE
Ever been in love? :: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight? :: i don't know, hasn't happened to me
Do you believe in "the one?" :: define "the one".
Describe your ideal significant other :: ideally i have to see something special in them, then whatever, i don't really like idealism, it's just setting up a bunch of unreachable fairytale bullshit perfect world whateva whateva fuck you guidelines that you're never really gonna' find all in one person. then when you do find that person, they turn out to be your ideal image of exactly what you don't want.
JUICY STUFF
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? yeah, but i didn't have to
Have you ever been intoxicated? :: perhaps
Height :: somewhere between 5'4 and 5'6
LAST THING YOU
Bought :: subway
Ate :: subway
Drank :: soda
Read :: in the middle of book number 4 "the secret scroll" but the last book i finished was "night shade"
Watched on tv :: hah, harry potter
LAST PERSON YOU
talked to :: either meg amanda heff or my dad
hugged :: either matt or keith
instant messaged :: either jess or kristina
kissed :: keith (on the cheek of course..silly)
WHERE DO YOU
eat :: i find that i walk and eat, so probably everywhere, minus the bathroom
cry :: alone
wish you were :: the botanical gardens
HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends? :: yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? :: yes
Drank alcohol? :: Yes
Done drugs? :: N/A
Broken the law? :: may be
Run away from home? :: yes
Played Truth Or Dare? :: Yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? :: yes
Given oral sex? :: no
Recieved oral sex? :: no
Been in a fight? :: yes
WHAT IS
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? :: uuhm
Your bedroom like? :: i don't have a bedroom at the moment, Lol
Your favorite restaurant? :: hmmm
What's on your bedside table? ::i don't have a bed therefore i don't have a bedside table, Lol
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? :: whipped cream
What feature are you most insecure about? :: my mood swings
Crushes? :: wtf is up with this question?
Describe your bed :: i'm gonna' punch you.
Do you know how to play poker? :: Not very well, but yes. (stole that line from hayley, Lol)
What do you carry with you at all times? :: my necklace
What do you miss most about being little? :: having fun at all times and being aloud to, always loving everyone and feeling loved back, being able to wave at random cars, and not thought of as a freak, not being a threat to anybody that wasn't a bug, not even being a threat to a bug, thinking i can talk to birds, getting things for free, no real worries threats or concerns, always being happy and never really angry or sad, getting gifts from dad when he went away on business trips, sleeping in, not having to worry about looking good or gaining weight, playing in mud and the rain and the snow and getting scrapes and playing spy and running through the sprinkler, sitting in the garden, having time, days feeling like years and years like millaseconds, having the gift to just make people laugh and feel good, playing on the jungle gym, jumping off of the jungle gym, being the highest swinger and the second farthest jumper, the constant evergy, thinking eight o'clock was staying up late, actually being excited to get icecream, running after the ice cream man, running faster after the icecream man, chasing the icecream man throughout kyles neighborhood, being good at hocky and lacrosse, having time to rollerblade and make up my own language and alphabet, being silly, not knowing anything about what was really going on around me, and that being okay..wow, i kinda' forgot i was filling out a test question..moving on..
Are you happy with your given name? :: yeah
What color is your bedroom? :: white
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? :: ummm...no.
Do you think you're cute? :: ummm...no.
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? :: absolutely not.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? :: Yes
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? :: well, i'm not with anyone, and i only have my friends, so, uh, my friends?
Have you ever been caught "doing something?" :: hahaah, that was great hayley. anyway, no. oh wait..maaybe.
Are you a tease? :: No
Shy to make the first move? :: sometimes, depends
WORD ASSOCIATION
Rubber :: glue
Punk :: nigga please
Green :: grain
Peanut :: butter
Wet :: sexy (hahaha, please, it's an inside joke)
Hay :: heeey *winks* LOL
Cold :: old
Steamy :: warm
Freaky :: heather
Rain :: pain
Bite :: matt
Blow :: oh my..

>What time is it? 4:31
>Name as appears on birth certificate: Kirsten Claudette Fox
>
>nickname: I'm a loser with no nicknames...well, some people call me
foxy,
>but that just seems weird to me, lol
>
>Single or taken: Single...pooooo...
>
>Sign: Virgo
>
>Hair color: brownish-red...at the moment more red than usual
>
>Eye color: brown
>
>Height: 5'6" I think...
>Shoe size: 8 1/2
>Glasses or Contacts: contacts
>Piercing/tattoo: ears are pierced, and you don't get to hear about my
>tatoos...:P
>Birthplace: auburn
>
>Current residence: the woods
>
>Siblings and ages: nick (25) jamie (23) & christa (15)
>**
>
>**HAVE YOU EVER...***
>
>Gone skinny dipping? No...I have a fear of being naked...:P
>
>Been drunk? nope
>
>Gotten high? no
>Smoked a cigarette? yuck, no
>Skipped school? okay, I'm feeling very boring...I'm gonna say yes to
this
>one just to make me feel better
>Bungee jumped? no, but I so would!
>Kissed someone related to you? wha? like HOW?
>Won something (contest, race, etc.)? I won an essay contest in 4th
>grade...and I win track events sometimes...and my soccer coach had
told me
>that I am the whiniest person he's ever encountered...does that count?
>Asked someone out? yeah
>Been rejected? oh sure, reopen that wound...:P
>Been in love? not really. I really really like my cat, but...no...
>
>Used a lighter? I DIDN'T DO IT!!!!!!!! I mean...*cough*...of course
not...
>
>*** FAVORITE... ***
>
>Food: oooh, steak...and chinese food...and chocolate cake...
>
>School subject: photo
>
>
>TV show(s): X-files (*sob*), Simpsons, Friends
>
>
>Flower: I'm not really a flower person. I like leaves. And yes, I
know
>that I have problems...but if I had to choose a flower, I think I'd be
very
>unoriginal and choose a dark red rose...
>
>
>Number: 3, 13
>
>
>Book: And Then There Was None, Someone Like You, Rebecca, Pride and
>Prejudice, Catcher in the Rye, Drowning Ruth
>
>
>Candy: oohhhh, anything dark chocolate. and reeses and kit kats...
>
>Soda: don't drink it
>
>Color: charcoal gray...don't ask...and green...but not pastel or
booger
>green...
>
>Vacation Spot: yosemite...I LOVE yosemite
>
>Sport to play: track and soccer
>
>Band/musician: ooooooohhhh...alanis morissette...evanescence...tori
>amos...ani difranco...jewel...vanessa carlton...nirvana...the
>cranberries...bjork...matchbox 20...sarah mclachlan...jen
mcclung...linkin
>park...just to name a few...
>
>
>Letter: E rocks my world
>Fast food restaurant: ummm...does Togos count? if not, Carls Jr.
>Cartoon character: Homer...and I love Helga from Hey Arnold...she
cracks me
>up
>Holiday: christmas...cold weather, winter break, the whole house
smells
>like tree...
>
>
>Name for a boy: Travis, Steven, Riley
>
>
>Name for a girl: Scarlett
>
>
>*** DO YOU PREFER... ***
>
>Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate all the way
>
>Boys or Girls? is this a trick question?
>Like or Love?: I assume that I would like love more than like, but I
can't
>really say
>Hugs or Kisses?: i don't know
>Scary movies or Comedies? depends on my mood
>
>Silver or Gold?: Silver
>
>Croutons or Bacon bits? croutons
>
>***Things That Come To Mind***
>
>doctor: ouch
>
>hedgehog: ouch
>
>grass: itchy
>
>school: bleh
>
>Canada: maple syrup!
>
>mouse: squeak
>hand: germs (ew!)
>
>*** IN THE PAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... ***
>
>Watched a movie? yes
>
>Cried? No. There was a point when I stopped crying.
>
>Thrown up? no
>
>
>Drank a glass of water? yeah
>Read a book/magazine? not a whole book...but I'm reading a really cool
>mystery called "Lake of the Dead Languages"...go read it!
>
>Watched TV? trading spaces!
>
>Looked in the mirror? yeah...*sigh*
>
>Taken a shower? ummmm...*cough*...of course I did...yeah...lol
>
>Taken a picture? yes
>
>Listened to music? yes, evanescence is singing to me right now
>
>
>Done your homework? *sigh* yeah...*grumbles about sadistic educators*
>
>***U BELIEVE IN... ***
>
>Heaven? I like to think there's a heaven, but there's no way to know
unless
>you die. And then you're dead, so there's no point.
>Hell? Perhaps. That would really suck.
>Aliens? uh yeah! have any of you met my sister?! lol, j/k
>Fun for the entire family: not for my family...we're disjointed
>Freedom of speech? definately
>
>Magic: I flew once...no, not really...but maybe...
>RANDOM STUFF ***
>
>Last movie you saw in theatres: Secret Window
>Color shirt are you wearing? black
>Pants: uh, they're balck too, lol
>You like your middle name? yeah
>What is the best thing since sliced bread? CHEESE WHIZZ!!! No, not
>really...probably dark chocolate
>Did you send this to your crush? why is this question on here?

Livejournal? Meebee....

I don't know if I'll give out the name, too many people that I don't know.

Not much to say here.

Mike's gonna write her an angry note.

This girl is iming me, I guess that she liked Mike or something, and she's really pissing me off.

I'll kill her.

"The Donnaholics is independent, privately managed by The Donnas, and currently 6,433 members strong!"

And two of those are me!

Mike wrote me a poem

here it is

Golden

Everything you touch with your beautiful hands
Every word you wisper with those pretty lips
Every thought of your, my dear
Turns so golden

Every step you take with your graceful feet
Every moment you make all so damn perfect
Every promise you break with your loving hear
Yeah, theyre all so golden

The moon shines golden for your
For you are so perfect to me
It lights up the earth and the sky and my heart
Yeah, you are so golden to me

Every one you care for, they all turn to gold
Suspended in time just for you
Suspendind in gold, all 24 carots
All cus youre so golden to me

Every time that you breath
Every rule that you break
Every kiss that you share with all whom you love
Yeah, you are so golden to me

The moon shines golden for you
For you are so perfect to me
It lights up your perfectly beautiful face
Cus you are so golden to me
Yeah, you are so golden to me
You are so golden to me
Yeah, you are so golden to me

And to all, a goodnight.

Emma [10:12 PM]: its a bad thing.....its sad that people have to go through that.......i'm not saying i know alot about it, i don't but i hate to see people in pain, it makes me sad
Me [10:13 PM]: yeah, being sad doesnt help
Emma [10:13 PM]: i know
Emma [10:13 PM]: but praying does
Me [10:13 PM]: praying didnt' help heather
Me [10:14 PM]: she was a born again christian
Me [10:14 PM]: praying didn't help heather

Me [10:04 PM]: You've jsut never really been around a truly messed up person, have you?
Emma [10:04 PM]: no
Emma [10:05 PM]: not really
Me [10:05 PM]: well, there's your first

Me [9:43 PM]: there's one thing that I feel sick for wanting to know
Me [9:43 PM]: I want to ask her who found her

Me [8:33 PM]: I don't think that you would make a move on him
Emma [8:33 PM]: no he's yours i respect that
Me [8:33 PM]: thank you
Emma [8:33 PM]: sure
Me [8:33 PM]: even though you do find him attractive
Me [8:34 PM]: I'll kill you if you do though
Emma [8:34 PM]: well yea i'm not going to ignore that
Me [8:34 PM]: don't think that I won't rip out your eyeballs
Me [8:34 PM]: because I will

That would be Magnolia. I'm done quoting, I'm going to bed.

Stanley Spector: "This happens. This is something that happens."

Claudia Wilson Gator: I'm really nervous that you're gonna hate me soon. You're gonna find stuff out about me and you're gonna hate me.
Jim Kurring: No. Like what? What do you mean?
Claudia Wilson Gator: You have so much -- so many good things. And you seem so together. You're a police officer and you seem so straight and put together -- without any problems.
Jim Kurring: I lost my gun today.
Claudia Wilson Gator: What?
Jim Kurring: I lost my gun today when I left you and I'm the laughingstock of a lot of people. I wanted to tell you. I wanted you to know and it's on my mind. And it makes me look like a fool. And I feel like a fool. And you asked that we should say things -- that we should say what we're thinking and not lie about things. Well, I can tell you that, this, that I lost my gun today -- and I am not a good cop. And I'm looked down at. And I know that. And I'm scared that once you find that out you may not like me.
Claudia Wilson Gator: Jim. That, that was so...
Jim Kurring: I'm sorry.
Claudia Wilson Gator: --great. What you just said.

[Claudia kisses Jim.]
Claudia Wilson Gator: I wanted to do that.
Jim Kurring: Well...
Claudia Wilson Gator: That felt good to do -- to do what I wanted to do.

Claudia Gator: I'll tell you everything, and you tell me everything, and maybe we can get through all the piss and s*** and lies that kill other people.

Gwenovier: What are you doing?
Frank T.J. Mackey: I'm quietly judging you.

Claudia Wilson Gator: Now that I've met you, would you object to never seeing me again?

[Officer Jim Kurring open's Marcie's closet to find a dead body.]
Jim Kurring: Woah. What the h*** is this, Marcie?
Marcie: ...That ain't mine.

*I have to bleep out the badwords for myself and anyone with aol*

Phil Parma: "Why are frogs falling from the sky?"

Jim Kurring: Sometimes people need a little help. Sometimes people need to be forgiven. And sometimes they need to go to jail.

Here's how my favorite bit in that movie goes

Claudia Wilson Gator: You don't know how f***ing stupid I am.
Jim Kurring: It's okay.
Claudia Wilson Gator: You don't know how *crazy* I am.
Jim Kurring: It's okay.
Claudia Wilson Gator: I got troubles, okay?
Jim Kurring: I'll take everything at face value. I'll be a good listener.
Claudia Wilson Gator: I started this didn't I, didn't I -- f***.
Jim Kurring: Whatever it is, just say it, you'll see.
Claudia Wilson Gator: ...You wanna kiss me, Jim?
Jim Kurring: Yes, I do.

We film today.

And I wish that last night didn't end, I wish that last night could never end. I just wanted to be right there forever, I could've died like that.

And I did steal a line from Magnolia

Claudia (from the movie): You wanna kiss me Jim?
Jim: Yes, I do

Because I'm a sucker for that movie.

I'm lonely
I'm gonna break
I was your slave
I was your slave
Then I see you lie awake in your
Second hand grave

Mike [5:53 PM]: not that i dont want to meet your dad
Me [5:53 PM]: haha
Me [5:53 PM]: you don't